Hello Old Friend.
I need to get better at posting stuff but lately ive been pre occupied with other things lol. I wish i can sit here and tell you that this "thing" ive been so hooked on lately was work or school (that is around the corner and i need to still schedule my classes...) but its not. In all honesty it has been Nicole. Since she has came back from her trip from ive been devoting more time to her then before. I call her more often, talk to her longer, see her more during the week. I mean ive always loved this girl to death but when she was in line to get on her flight to Seattle for 2 weeks I really didnt want her to go. I actually went back to her like 3 or 4 times and said many goodbyes because I wanted every second I could with her. While she was gone it actually was very quiet here in Naples. I didnt have anyone to tell me and tell me there crazy stories from work, or tell me whats the latest in the Merriam clan, or even have anyone tell me they loved me. My life honestly felt empty. I have actually never had depended on anyone more then her. She honestly has my heart, soul, and body in the palm of her hand. Thats how much i trust her. I know she will read this because she asked me to write another blog and like the good boyfriend i am i was happy to say ok. I actually caught myself daydreaming at work about our future. Where we will be, what we will be doing, how many kids we will have? This November will be 2 years and to be honest... Im ready to make that next step within the next year. She is a blessing ive always prayed for and in all seriousness she is the biggest gift ive ever recieved from god. I think he purposely put her in my life because he saw me on a path that he didnt like. Its funny actually... my mom told me when i was young that she has always prayed for me to have a loyal, good, christian women to help me with life's struggles and here comes on day this young, shy, cute, funny girl in my life that since day one i was attracted too and had a connection with. She still makes my heart skip a beat to this day ;)
