WHERE TO START!? well the fact that my life just did an 180 and now im not going to the navy is a start. i was supposed to leave in october but now thats not going to happen. reason why? well, awhile back i was working out with the navy and my left knee was giving me a fit. i didn't think much of it so i let it be, toughed it out, and forgot about it. well after that it kept reoccurring, each time worse then before. it was so bad that i put my pride aside and had to go have it checked out. i did last tuesday. so im sitting in the doc's office looking at my own x-rays and being nosey lol and he came in with those words that i wont forget... "its not good." he later explained that it was a bone tumor. now incase you didn't know about my past medical history, i used to have testicular cancer. everything is fine now, thank god, but that was the first thing i thought when he said that it was a bone tumor was a form of cancer, it isn't. so now i have to go through surgery to remove this tumor and then after that ill be in a brace for about 4 months. "woooo hoooo!!!" lol. the navy has already my papers to let me start my new life in the free world.
so now what??? i mean what is a kid to do when he had his whole life planned out and now has to think about a new plan. i plan on starting where my heart truly lies. culinary school. i know, i know, what happened to being a cop? well that fact is i do like law and it would be a very interesting job but its just not what im happy with. i mean i now live on my own and i find myself cooking for me all the time since i need to save all the money i can get lol. i even cook a intimate dinner for me and my babe all the time and thats when i realized something last time. when i see someone enjoy something i made i get a no better high. i mean it literally puts me on cloud nine lol. so im going to pursue a career in something i love. even if i can make more money easily running my sisters company, or being a cop, my heart just wouldn't be in it. so to make this happen i need to do some rearranging lol. after my surgery im moving back to naples THANK YOU JESUS!!! god i miss my friends in naples. i miss naples period. so im moving back there and going to start school at the lorenzo walker institute. there ill take culinary classes to start my life and start to sit back relax a bit. in all honesty too... i cant wait!!! =]
after this surgery and all is going to be taken care of is when i put my life into drive now. no more excuses. look forward to it =]
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