it hit me.

tonight i was just bullshitting around the internet and i came across some pictures of you. i was searching through them all and for the first time i looked at you as a person instead of a hook up. i mean i wish we still could have remained friends and i still hold no grudges against you but i simply saw you tonight as a person. im proud of that. i was sure this whole time i was over it and after tonight i now know that there is no question in my mind. the past is in the past and im living in the present and looking forward to the future. if you are a part of then great if not then it was fun. no question in my mind =]

nicole is coming tomorrow as i look for a car!!! im fucking pumped like no other so to make tom go faster ill go to sleep.

goodnight peeps.