a simple question...

i think to myself all morning while im looking outside on the porch. why does it seem that bad stuff happens to good people??? i mean is it karma? genes? or just plain bad luck??? i mean i had my cancer and now a friend of mine has to go through something that i cant even begin to explain how i feel for her. i mean maybe its me only noticing the good people getting attacked by all this bad news. maybe its life in general throwing another curve ball at you and making yourself get back up so you can be stronger. it sucks that i will never know the answer to this question... i guess the only thing i can do now is continue to help those people get through with their problems. 

not one of my happier blogs... hope soon all will get better.