i got the itch.

the itch to write. so im sitting here now listening to music and write about whatever is on my mind. 

i thought it was impossible but i guess im wrong. me justin jay miners is excited about a WEDDING lol. i mean granted i am the best man in my cousin's wedding but its exciting too because im leaving on a thursday to singer island near west palm and wont be back till sunday with my dad. i have rehearsal on thursday and friday is the wedding. im nervous about my toast and speech at the dinner after but i made up my mind that im going to wing it. it will be better i know because ill be in the spur of the moment. after that its open bar and i have a hotel to stay in!!! me and my dad and cousin drink all the time but we are going to party like there is no tomorrow when they open them bars lol. saturday when everyone is heading back home me and dad will take the drive to miami and find a hotel to stay in because on sunday i have two tickets to the dolphins game. i got two words about that. PRAISE GOD!!! lol

have you ever noticed how some music can just make you cry, scream with enjoyment or just share with a stranger. its kinda crazy how something can do that lol. i mean we all have different tastes like me, i enjoy beachy acoustic relaxing music, country, rock, OLDIES, and rap. i mean i have a lot of likes but also a lot of dislikes. i cant stand screamo, emo, etc. oh well. there is the types of music too that you only listen too just to remind you and make you think about someone. i wont lie thanks to nicole i listen to jon mclaughlin but not because of the music. its just the fact that while he is singing all i think about is her. 

ive been looking for a new car recently and i have found what i want. i want a dodge caliber, black, fully loaded, 6 cil., and black rims. i saw this today out on the roads and i wont lie. i almost busted a load lol. the bitch was nice!!! best thing is its not much to get these things fully loaded and for the price range in the low teens. also the rims will be a pretty penny but worth it. 

for some reason ive been thinking about an old friend of mine. i mean just remember the old memories and laughing at them. it sucks that it wont never be the same but what can i do. i had to stand up for myself... i do apologize for all the drama i caused and believe me it was a lot. i care a lot about her still and would jump to save her if she called me without thinking twice. i mean i do that with all my friends just because im just that kinda guy i guess. 

ive been thinking a lot too of some other things. mainly me and nicole. i know she will read this and i hope she does. i care more about you then i have ever with any girl. i wont lie to you i didnt at first when we started talking in the summer but now that i know you as a person there is no shaking you off. i tried, my god i tried. im not mad about how things turned out, i tried that too to be mad but i couldnt. i guess you can say im frustrated because i felt im the person you are looking for but because of other things that are blinding your sight and your feelings it wont happen. you know that im just a phone call away if anything ever happens, wether its just to chat or you want me to shoot the shit out of some dude bothering you. when we hang out my god there is nothing more then i want to do then hold you like i used do and watch you fall asleep in my arms like you have done countless times. im just rambling on and on about something that wont change... it sucks.

there you go guys just random stuff that is on my mind or felt like talking about. more to come soon.