i had a dream that while i was gone into the service i never came back... it never showed how i died thank god but what got me so freaked out was the news getting to my family and friends. it seemed so real that i thought for awhile i wasn't dreaming and that this was reality. i remember a guy in uniform and a preacher clutching onto a bible walking up to my parents house and my mom falling onto her knees and my dad angrily punching a wall with tears in his eyes. as soon as i saw that i woke up and i would try to go back to sleep but it would come up again... i hated it and i felt guilty all over.
so how to react to something like this??? i mean when someone has a dream like this then you cant help to think that this is a sign from god saying not to go into the military but i still feel it's what is right for me. i mean im sure a lot of people before they go off and join have dreams like this or nervous about something close to this because lets face it... you are putting your life on the line for your country. so im going to just forget about it and not worry about it. i got a lot of good things coming up. busch gardens with my moonshine, my cousin's wedding, football game with my dad, and going to orlando to see alyssa. im not going to let something like this ruin my outlook on life. not one bit.
thank you to my friends and family that have helped me out through all of these decisions and problems i have faced =]
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