it sure as hell didnt disappoint me.

wow, thats all i can say. yesterday had the combination of exciting, thoughtful, inspiring, and unforgettable. i kept thinking to myself as i was driving home last night if i would ever have a day that was as unbelievable as the one yesterday and i answered that with a yes. when i was in busch gardens, the ride up and from there, sonic's, driving to my sister's party and back, and hanging out with family and friends there was something that is never going to escape my memory for as old as i get. i mean the memories may get faded and details may be forgotten but the feelings i felt and the extreme high i was experiencing i will never loose. the day was simply put... amazing. here is why...

- busch gardens in whole was awesome. i mean nicole, the rides, the weather, people, carnival games, i mean i can go on and on. seeing nicole on a rollercoaster made me smile from ear to ear. she has been through a lot and to see her smile and watch her laughing the whole time was nice to see. she worked hard to be able to get to ride something that i have always been able to do and yesterday she leaves the park with the title as the "happiest girl in the world." she deserves every bit of it.

- the rides up there and back were fun. i thought they would be boring and pointless but i enjoyed it. ipods to stories to cherry limeades made this part of the day just as great as all the other stuff. 

- the halloween party... where do i start. i mean from my drunk ass sister having a good time dancing and partying, my mom getting low dancing (that will haunt my dreams forever and ever) me and nicole dancing slowly as i held her as close as i could or the hammock where we talked about life. the few hours there i felt absolutely 100% comfortable. when we were laying down nothing was held back as we talked. i had a secret that was bothering me for god knows how long and im extremely relieved that she took it so well. she actually looked at it as a good thing and i can see why. she also told me somethings too that made me feel good. i think me personally she is making strides and she knows what im talking about and soon will wake up and realize that she is over it. i told her i was never any more comfortable with anyone as i was that night and i hope she realizes that cause it may not take alot for me to like someone but it takes alot for me to feel 100% like myself and not worry about what the other person is thinking.

its a shame that all good things must come to a end but with how i felt yesterday i made a promise to myself that i will continue to make great memories like yesterday.